Happy birthdays....

28th - Dean's 21st

29th - Marvin's 24th, Shenna's 17th

30th - Mary Clare's 14th

To everything that's been going on:

Dispute with my cousin... If you want to say something... SAY IT TO MY FACE... posting my personal past online to make me "see" things isn't going to work.  I'm not going to let my past get to me again.  I don't wanna look back at my past because it drives me insane... It drives me to a point I just want to end my life here and now.  I called you... You know how I feel about what you said.  YOU'RE the one driving me into depression and insanity.    I told you to let it go... I don't wanna think about it.  I KNOW my shit... It doesnt have to be posted online.... and kept there.... that's the MAIN reason why dad made us take shit offline.... BECAUSE he doesnt want people to know... if you even have one ounce of care like you said you did... TAKE IT OFF.  As  for the "purging" I have NOT done that at all in my life.. I only barf when I'm depressed because my stomach can't hold it in.  If you want things to be better fucking CALL ME and say shit to ME... not the whole fuggin online community for the world to see.